A long December, a short path in comparison

We make conscious choices in everything we do in life. Sometimes we contemplate our actions and give it more thought than necessary which in turn leads to complication.

Most things are not rocket science and do not require the logic of a nuclear scientist to figure out as they are plain as it is. What you see is what things are and the more you see the more you learn.

If life was not simple, the population of the world would only be a fifth of its current count as most will die from over-analyzing-stress-inducing-cardiac-deconstructing disease.

We act out of kindness, love and care because we simply are good. We curse, condemn & hate because we are no different from other living creatures.

There is no complex calculus involved in any of these, we know, but yet we try to think there is. Simplicity is so apparent that we force ourselves to think there is more then meets the eye.

When in fact, all that meets the eye is in fact all there is that meets the eye. So as the year draws to a close, I ponder upon the last 12 months and try to look at things as it is and spot the times when embracing simplicity would’ve makes things a little more colourful.

Next year, as I grow a little older (unfortunately this is mandatory), I will make sure simplicity prevails and live a little more.

p.s:
The list of things I would love to do in 2008 (this list is not exhaustive):

- Read more and practice writing to improve my literally skills.
- Play the guitar more and learn music with renewed vigour.
- Compose even more and record all existing materials.
- Intensify my fitness regime (it is time to get myself in tip top condition)
- Travel and have proper holidays.
- Spend a little less, save the rest.
- Listen all the time, speak only when required.
- Spend more time with my parents and make them good times.
- Keep coming up with great things to do through out the year

Tupai

I saw a squirrel in the office today : D

How I wish I was a squirrel. Running round freely oblivious to its surrounding. Free of thoughts and worries. Only bothered about gathering nuts…..

I decided there and then to have some fun and role played as a squirrel.

Each time I had a thought process going, I asked myself ‘What would a squirrel do?’ Errrr, unfortunately the only I answer I came up with each time is ‘Gather nuts’

Who would’ve thought being a squirrel would be so difficult.

Slow Cow Is I

If i miss the train again, I have none to blame but my silly self!

Good lord, my cynical self is already laughing at my own silliness. Unbelievable behaviour for a grown man!!!

Knock yourself on the head lah you lembu lembap!!!

Whoeee, that felt nice : D. A little self insult always clears my anxiety!!!

Vindicated

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

You are an ass for judging me even before you know me. I am fed up and you and your village can go to hell for all I care.

Dreaming of BOSS Micro BR!!!

Wow, its months since I wrote. Not really surprising considering my fickle mind and inability to indulge in more then one activity at a time : D

Music is a big part of my life now, bigger then it ever was. I am not great at it but I do try, as hard as I can really. So far, nothing great has come out of it yet but I know if I put my heart and soul into it, I will rock Glastonbury one day!!!

Writing now gets me thinking how shit loads of stuff have changed in so little time. For starters, I can’t believe that I am finally getting my own place soon. My eyes are gleaming with the prospect of actually having my own mini studio/library/study which doesn’t double up as a bed room : D

Which prompts me to remember, I still need to get a BOSS Micro BR!!! Maybe someone wants to give it to me for up coming birthday? : D

How to deal with rubbish?

It is undeniable that rubbish is part of life. They are almost synonymous as we generate rubbish the moment we are born and will only stop when we die.

Thus it’s unavoidable, dealing with rubbish. It’s just life and although rubbish is not desirable to most, living is still rather popular when I last checked.

In such circumstances, there isn’t much of a choice but to ‘live’ with rubbish. However, rubbish does pile up overtime and has to be dealt with; else it constrains our instincts to continue living.

So occasionally we gather all we deem rubbish and put them into a big black plastic bag and knot the top twice to secure the seal and off to the dumpster we go to unload the unwanted.

Knotting twice is important to prevent unnecessary spills as they can cause unwelcome chores and hassle.

A clean throw away leave no stains that smears the future.

Off I go to the nearest mart to get new waste bags and it’s about time I deal with my rubbish.

Non Flet!!

I have re-discovered the simple things that I enjoy. Nothing beats an interesting book and an engrossing PC game.

And with the start of the football season looming I am going to be a happy boy for the next couple of months : D

Juventus is back in the Serie A and I’ve got a long and grueling season in front of me. I hope they will do well and regain the scudetto. Purgatory has been served, to the heavens we go. Mi piace Juventus!

I am rather clogged up with work at the moment but as long as I have these little things to come home to I am glad. Life’s never been better. o-0