Why does it always rain on me?

No matter how hard i try to hide it, the little rain cloud is still in me. My heart is drenched. Sigh, love is not for me. I shall wait, wait till that one day when it beckons.

On another note, i have converted a colleague of mine to become a comic freak. He has already started cursing for making him spend more.

I guess he can't help it, since one of bosses is a big comic fan too.....

Comeback Baby

We used to leave the blue lights on and there was a beat
Ever since you have been gone it's all caffeine-free
Faux punk fatigues
Said it all before
They try to kick it, their feet fall asleep
Get no harm done no
None of them want to fight me

Combat baby come back baby
Fight off the lethargy
Don't go quietly
Combat baby
Said you would never give up easy
Combat baby come back

Get back in town
I wanna paint it black
Wanna get around
Easy living crowd so flat
Said it all before
They try to kick it, their feet fall asleep
I want to be wrong but
No one here wants to fight me like you do

Combat baby come back baby
Fight off the lethargy
Don't go quietly
Combat baby
Said you would never give up easy
Combat baby come back

I try to be so nice
Compromise
Who gets it good?
Every mighty mild seventies child
Every mighty mild seventies child
Beats me

Do doo doo doo

Combat baby come back baby
Combat baby come back
Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye baby
Combat baby come back
How I miss your ranting
Do you miss my all time lows

"Combat Baby" by Metric

Volcano

Its been 5 bloody days. Five bloody days. It has never taken this long before. I used to be able to calm myself in a couple of days. Oh hell! whats wrong with me?

Have i used up my happy beans? Why won't it stop bothering me? I guess i still want to hear the truth? Six years! well at least be frank with me.

Someone build a teleporter please. Bridge the distances in the world. Sigh! i reckon it won't make a difference anyways.

I am a tad bit sad and very the ANGRY!

Fuck! to top it all off, i found TERMITES. In my ROOM. I live in a fuckin APARTMENT! i didn't know termites can fly.

And to add fuel to fire, they ate my COMICS! Sin City and Kwaidan gone to the dogs!

Damn bad luck!

note to self: write to National Geographic, i believe i discovered termite paratroopers.

Far Far Away....

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold

"Starlight" by Muse

Huh?

Apparently i have misunderstood the intentions of a certain someone, true enough we can "love" our friends a lot.

If that was it, why all the other talk, why mislead me? Sigh, I guess i jumped to conclusions right at the start. Bad habits die hard.

Well at least its out of the way now.I come to realise why i have never had a decent relationship. It takes a lot of effort and time. The good stuff are great but the opposite is rather tedious.

I reckon i should stick to what i do best, do jokes & never give advice. That way, if it returns to haunt me, i am entitled to say 'i was joking!', literally.....

I am such a twat! lol

p.s: MUSE is coming to town and i've got tickets! Yooosh!

Ronda Ronda Kotaraya

Yesterday i drove my 2 good mates, melor & alcee around for the 1st time ever! I felt really good to finally being able to return the favor to them. In the past, they have been very kind to drive me about.

It was a really uplifting experience and the joy was badly needed due to unforseen circumstances.

On another note, a giant ferris wheel was built at Titiwangsa lake garden. This is awfully near my place and have been causing a massive jam for the last 2 days.

Geez! i wish the planners had some brains. The main road out of my area is extremely fragile. A slight influx can cause a massive congestion.

p.s: i never get ferris wheels anyways, what's so fun about it? its not as though it is as huge as the London Eye, so why bother?

Another Year

Another year past, another one to look forward too....Have not been able to post as much as i like to due to the internet connection disruptions.

Sigh! to sum up my last week or so, i managed to sleep through Christmas and New Years eve for the first time! LOL.

The high of 2006 would be.....getting my Car, yippee! It was a pleasant surprise really. It was delivered to me on the 30th of December. Oh how much i enjoy driving my MyVi around : >

Guess it will all change after awhile. The traffic will grow on you. Sigh!